you are fucking self centered. you don't spare a thought for others who care about you. its always about you. its always how u pretend to play up your self pity and get others to accomodate. i've had enough. you know how i always give in despite how much i complain. i don't want to keep comparing your actions with mine. cuz i'm a guy and you're a girl. i listen to everything u say. you don't have to. you just need to be pampered. you just need people to be there for you. and in time to come, when you don't need me, kick me away and not battle an eyelid. do that. i just wanna prove myself right. i just want to see how all this nonsense ends.
you sulk when i suggest stuff that you don't wanna do. sometimes for no reason at all. and when i don't like doing something, you'll still go ahead and do, cuz you know i'll follow and be magnanimous about it. you are a piece of shit.
you know from the very start i'll stay away from girls like you, and you'd stay from guys like me, why then, why on earth did you have to play up your outdoor-zy side and have me draw my guard down, breaking my promise of not dating a smoker. i have only myself to blame. myself to blame for kidding myself, for believeing that true love exist. it doesn't! Fuck! Its just a show. its just a masquarade. thats what you are.
now i don't know when you've lied and when you're telling the truth. you are a liar. and will forever be. i just hope i can trust you like before. before i knew the whole you. you suck.
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You know, when I read the first 2 paragraphs, I can almost feel that the 'you' was referring to me.. (well, maybe except for 'when you don't need me, kick me away and not battle an eyelid. do that'). That kind of self-centredness.. sigh.. *shakes head*.. regret.
I remember my friend ever told me this.. if its going to end, why not end on a high note? Instead of waiting for this to corrode all the way and end off with hatred, regrets, etc.
But well, talk is cheap. More often than not we know that short pain is better than long pain, but who would really go ahead with the short pain? We always hang on to some hopeless hope, hoping that things will turn out better.
Like I said before, its easy to fall in love, its easy to love. But its difficult to find and love the correct one.
I think, if you are constantly harbouring the thought of ending this, or constantly thinking and rethinking about it, more or less, it would be very tough to move forward. In fact, it would strain the relationship more.
You said a relationship should make both better right? But you din say that 'love' would make both parties better.
Humans are good in everything, except one thing called love. Because we are humans, not superhumans. ;)
Make a decision my friend.. ending is a decision, so is continuing.
"你好就好，
其他的我不计较
就算我会焦躁，
就算我会烦恼，
就算我会被忘掉"
Sorry ah, very cheena only know chinese songs the lyrics.
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